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soul

February 8, 2010

the heartbroken soul shall stay.
the new arising me would come.

now that i’m not control by the devil mind…
i should be clear of where i will be going…
and who I really am.

i couldn’t imagine how long it misrepresented me.

the path that you choose is your decision.
although you chose to remain silent…
i needed to find my clue to it.

well i still hope that it will all be good.
still there are lots of disagreed areas that i can’t possibly accept…

with all you have become… all that i’ve given…
you deserves better.

when we possess something, we tend to lose some…
life is never going to treat you fair.

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Joy of Being

February 7, 2010

What that matters is NOW.

This second…

All those thinking does not represent you.

So let go of that…

Be and feel yourself.

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Change, Reality.

February 6, 2010

Change is reality afterall.

What changed can never turn back.

Even though I said goodbye, sometimes I look back.

Is a joke and mistake that I carry hope.

New soul replaces the old…

All the happiness, joy, sorrow is now taken care of by another.

Don’t be so silly to think that you still have a seat somewhere…

Cause is given away, since you are not even good enough.

You will never be able to get back… 

 

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The Song

February 5, 2010
“He was like a song I’d heard once in fragments but had been singing in my mind ever since.”
 
- Arthur Golden
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Only One

February 4, 2010

I wish I could be alone.

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Good on You

February 1, 2010

Just like how I chase for mine,

May you chase after all the things you like.

Sorry that I cannot be part of your beautiful life story anymore,

I wish I could support you as long as I can.

Dreams and hope are always different from reality.

You will always be in my mind as I will never give up on my dreams.

My darling lovely Dream.

.Good on You and Goodbye.

 

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Realizing

January 30, 2010

Realizing that you are pretty important.

Important in many ways…

Mostly not invisible till one day…

One day when it is no longer invisible

But something that no longer belongs to me.

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Time

January 29, 2010

Time indeed does alot…

You cannot imagine how time can change you.

I wish it could be for the better.

After all…

I just don’t want to be apart.

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Tired

January 26, 2010

I feel so tired…

After all I end up with zero.

Why do I deserve all these?

I want to give up.

Giving enough chances to it makes me wonder what I’m doing.

Really tired…

Worthless?

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Where’s My Dream?

January 25, 2010

I felt really disappointed.

Different…