I wish I can help…
But I only create more stress.

How useless…

i should have shown him that weaker side…
so that he knows i needed him more.

i shouldn’t have change him in any ways…
that way he wouldn’t feel bad…
and i wouldn’t have left so much behind.

what’s the difference?

silly me.

i’m not bad…
just that she’s good.

so?
she’s chosen and you are not!
as simple as that…

she has a future
and i have to go…

really…
if this is not what you want.

just dumb me aside…
as you did.
it makes no difference…

is almost impossible to be used to not having someone important around.

Your Collar

真的吗

放手真的能让你幸福吗？
和她一起真的过的很好吗？

如果真的。。
我只好认了。

可能放手真的很难，很痛。

True Love

True love or distraction?
Did you lost yourself somewhere?
Just for the moment you don’t know what you really need?

she is the one who could shout out freely to him…
‘i’m so happy for you!’

i feel that i couldn’t even do this…

she is the one who could give him that big hug…
softly saying ‘good job and don’t let me down…’

mixtures of feelings.
what should i be responding when people ask me if i’m happy or even congratulating me…
am i even related to him?

i’ll be forgotten soon….

When He is Successful

the more he achieve…
the higher he go…
i feel happy and sad.
i feel touched and jealous.

because from day 1…
i wanted to be the one who can be there for him.

now there’s result…
just that i’m not even fit to be there.

who will be that person who he love most to celebrate it with now?
not me…

when his success is no longer part of me.
what more can I say or do…

I was determined…
Till I saw that and it breaks me into pieces.

Keep on smiling you two.
Getting all that you ever dream of…

Why do I deserve this from you?

Is just so unfair.